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freshnew_coma @ 2006-01-09T21:52:00

2006-01-10T02:53:44Z

- i wear too much makeup.
- i miss stephane.
- i hate school
and i need more sleep.

freshnew_coma @ 2005-11-24T11:01:00

2005-11-24T16:03:02Z

hey

i love you

freshnew_coma @ 2005-10-10T22:07:00

2005-10-11T02:08:35Z

i'm singing now because my tear ducts are too tired
and my mind is disconnected but my heart is wired.

freshnew_coma @ 2005-09-27T19:50:00

2005-09-27T23:51:00Z

Tonight will be the night that we begin to ease the plugs out of the dam.
And we still stand knee deep in the flow,
the undertow will grab our heels and won't let go.
And while we hold, our legs quivering,
the water rises now to our teeth when we just let go
and sail belly up to the clouds, the rocks scraping our backs.
To breathe in the air will be the only thing that we have
and all the wasted nights and empty moments in our lives
are flushed away as we sway with the rhythm of the waves bobbing us up.
Crests fall to troughs as we feel our gills open up
and sail belly up to the clouds, the rocks scraping our backs.
To breathe in the air will be the only thing that we have.
And if the hook set in the bottom of our lungs,
we'll rip it out and lick the blood off with our tongues.

Despair could ravage you if you turn your head around
to look down the path that's lead you here, cause what can you change?
You're a vessel now floating down the waterways.
You can take your rudder and aim your ship,
just don't bother with the things left in your wake.
Just sail belly up to the clouds, the rocks scraping your back.
To breathe in the air will be the only thing that you have
and your love will be warm nights with pockets of moonlight
spotlighting you as you drift, the actor in this play.
And you walk across the stage, take a bow, hear the applause,
and as the curtain falls, just know you did it all
the best that you knew how and you can hear them cheering now.
So let a smile out and show your teeth cause you know you lived it well.

freshnew_coma @ 2005-06-14T12:50:00

2005-06-14T16:51:27Z

freshnew_coma @ 2005-03-31T17:29:00

2005-03-31T22:30:28Z

I have my own noah.

freshnew_coma @ 2005-02-21T12:16:00

2005-02-21T17:17:19Z

sup!

freshnew_coma @ 2004-12-24T00:25:00

2004-12-24T05:23:55Z

I love my chemical romance. & christmas (minus the snow). & you. & you & you & you.
I feel complete. haha how corny.

freshnew_coma @ 2004-12-05T10:55:00

2004-12-05T15:53:41Z


mary-kate and ashley is love
brought to you by the isLove Generator

freshnew_coma @ 2004-08-23T17:16:00

2004-08-23T21:20:53Z

I just spent the last hour & somethin minutes dancing around in my room to ashlee simpson.
why do I randomly get really really happy? ha III duunnnno!</p>

freshnew_coma @ 2004-06-25T16:34:00

2004-06-25T20:34:45Z

"just don't disapoint me"

whoops.

freshnew_coma @ 2004-06-13T19:12:00

2004-06-13T23:40:00Z

remember when I had friends?

freshnew_coma @ 2004-06-01T15:19:00

2004-06-01T19:25:13Z

brick wall.

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2004-05-02T20:04:40Z

the girls don't understand it
what you think is art.
my oh my we're all impressed
how sensitive you are.
everybody's talkin about you now,
you know it's true.
cuz it always has been sports and wine for you.

freshnew_coma @ 2004-04-21T22:22:00

2004-04-22T02:24:17Z

why is everyone so depressed?
shut up and stop whining. your life isn't that bad.

freshnew_coma @ 2004-04-10T00:04:00

2004-04-10T04:18:33Z

I kind of feel rejected by certain friends.
I don't know why. but I feel lonely all the sudden.
I wish matt wasn't going out of town because he's the ONLY person I can talk to one on one. and he's the ONLY person that makes silence okay.

freshnew_coma @ 2004-03-10T20:04:00

2004-03-11T01:14:57Z

I am happy.